I have found myself in dark places lately.
I can feel my depression coming back up.
And I'm not sure what to do.
I'm not sure if it's because I'm so busy..
so many deadlines, so much to do,
and I feel like I can't seem to ever feel accomplished.
Feelings of inadequacy and almost self hate.
I know these feelings are normal to come up every so often.
It's a reality.
Depression is real.
And I can feel it coming back a bit.
And sometimes there is no reason why.
Depression just is.
(These pictures are not mine.. Found from various places online somewhere.)
But, like everyone else...
I'm doing my best.
Trying to fight it, trying to stay happy.
Looking for the beauty and the light.
But, boy, it can be hard.