A little while ago I had a blog reader write to me for advice.
She was going through a hard time, and wanted some of my tips on being happy.
I told her the usual tips, but then I remembered one thing.
One thing that I didn't read about, or see.
I dreamed about this one.
I told it to her,
and realized I hadn't told anyone else this..
And who knows, maybe it could help.
Let's rewind a little bit.
I used to be very depressed.
This was before this blog existed really, before I made art all the time.
Back when I was in a very negative relationship, and far away from anyone to talk to.
I remember a dream I had.
It wasn't a story-like dream, it was a vision-like dream.
All I saw was purple, and a small green vine growing.
The vine circled and twisted as it grew,
But it grew.
I woke up with a wonderful feeling.
And that vision of that vine has never left me.
For a long time, when I was sad, I would imagine that vine growing.
Reaching up to heaven, growing from nothing.
Sometimes all I needed was that instant picture in my head..
with the words, "Rise above" and the simple word "Happiness."
Those were my mantas during my hard times..
and this image was my own personal Mandala.
And I promise this helped me.
This simple image brightened my day, and lifted my spirits.
Something as simple as a beautiful image when you need it most can make all the difference.
And the other day, I decided to paint my vine.
Just the way I saw it when it was in full bloom.
And now I will hang the original in my room.
And hope to sell prints, where I will share it's story,
and hope others will find peace and happiness the way I did.
And I invite you, if you are having a hard time.. or going through rough patches.
Create a beautiful image in your mind, and go to it when you need it.
It could be sun rays, a growing flower, or a waterfall.
And if you would like, you can take my image.
The peaceful purple background, with the little vine reaching upwards.
And right now, while I wait to hear back about this house,
with the big windows, and the yellow walled art studio,
and the the living room I could dance in,
I'm holding onto my little vine.
While I am anxious and nervous,
it gives me peace.
