How Things Went

I had this weekend planned out. I was going to spend a lot of time working. Painting all night. Finishing up the book cover and getting a few custom paintings done. We bought snacks, made smoothies and were all ready.. But, then I got sick.
Even now I'm having a hard time writing this post.
I was hit with nausea and a migraine over the weekend and ended up laying on the couch in frustration.
I hate when things don't work out the way I planned.
I am sure this sickness is my stress manifesting itself.. but sadly it's making me more stressed.

So today I'm trying to rest.. even though I really really want to be working. 

 I'm trying to not be stressed out... but it's really difficult.  

I know I need to rest, but seeing my work unfinished is stressing me out.

But, moving to work makes me sick.

I woke up and made a smoothie and some avocado toast. 

It was a task. 

 I sat down in the living room and found a small encouraging note from Sterling.

 Even writing this post has been exhausting... I'm really not understanding why I'm so sick. 

So, I'm going to take a little nap.

I had an Earth Day post planned...

but walking out to snap photos of the newly sprouting grass was too much. 

So, we've got one. 

Happy Earth Day. 

Time for a nap.