Monday, April 22, 2013

How Things Went

I had this weekend planned out. I was going to spend a lot of time working. Painting all night. Finishing up the book cover and getting a few custom paintings done. We bought snacks, made smoothies and were all ready.. But, then I got sick.
Even now I'm having a hard time writing this post.
I was hit with nausea and a migraine over the weekend and ended up laying on the couch in frustration.
I hate when things don't work out the way I planned.
I am sure this sickness is my stress manifesting itself.. but sadly it's making me more stressed.

So today I'm trying to rest.. even though I really really want to be working. 
 I'm trying to not be stressed out... but it's really difficult.  
I know I need to rest, but seeing my work unfinished is stressing me out.
But, moving to work makes me sick.
I woke up and made a smoothie and some avocado toast. 
It was a task. 
 I sat down in the living room and found a small encouraging note from Sterling.
 Even writing this post has been exhausting... I'm really not understanding why I'm so sick. 
So, I'm going to take a little nap.

I had an Earth Day post planned...
but walking out to snap photos of the newly sprouting grass was too much. 
So, we've got one. 
Happy Earth Day. 
Time for a nap. 

1 comment:

  1. I wish you were not so hard on yourself. I wish even more that you could find the reason you get so sick. I know the feeling well, and it is frustrating and and the more frustrated, the more stressed. I hope you get through this quickly my friend. Hugs


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