Losing My Mind

I am. 

I am losing my mind a bit. 

And by my mind, I mean my sense of "home."

My sense of peace.

My mind is lost somewhere inside my head.

My thoughts are cluttered along with thoughts of money, my students, orders, love, art, 

and everything else you could imagine. 

It's like a filing cabinet has been dumped over my head..

and my thoughts are scattered around me.. 

getting crumpled up and stepped on. 

I've been so stressed lately.

Working so much.. 

My mind is so busy and boggled right now, I barely know what to type. 

I don't like it.

So, I'm going to change it.

I took a walk today on my lunch break.

I practiced slowing my mind down.

I practiced breathing, and slowing down my thoughts. 

My poor mind. 

It's been stressed and cloudy.

It's taking a toll on my body. 

I haven't been sleeping well.

I haven't been waking up well.

I have been having migraines.

Migraines to the point of loosing vision in one eye, and throwing up.

So, starting now..

I am practicing peace.

I am slowing down.

I will over come this. 

I will request more time alone. 

And I will use my alone time for organizing my thoughts.

For drawing and writing. 

For finding my mind again.